Give Me Strength!

Dear God give me strength to go on with my workout each day. I've never thought of this being quite challenging. Exercising can be a stress relief I know but the part of being patient on getting the results is the hard part.

Being not able to weigh myself each day or week is a challenge to me. I also haven't been having my periods for 4 weeks already. It tested negative on the pregnancy kit that I bought. I'm so bloated that my tummy's always big. I'm giving it until the first week of November and if I still don't have my menses till then I'd buy another pregnancy kit. Tell me about emotion and hormones!

I know all this is a test and I'd have to take it nice and slow. It's like when you think of negativity of one thing, it drags you down on other things... horrible horrible moment I'm having here dealing with my own negativity.

I've decided to download Season 7 of The Biggest Loser and it's a good show to boost up my mood and motivation. I'd also have to buy my weighing scale battery before 1st of November(CR2032 or was is CR 2303??).

All this emo mumbo jumbo PMS or pregnant hormones?? Just wait lah..... >.<

Update #2: Alhamdulillah, btw, I've lost 0.4 inches around my kepak(arms lah, where else ehehe) The first week it was 14 inches! It's 13.6 inches now. The only part that I measured at the start of my training.